Dear Min Sun Ye,
I have decided to start this new page since I have a lot of things I want to say about you. And it will be helpful for me if I can have some space to speak my mind. It might sound like another crazy fan who is unreasonably falling for a celebrity whom he never has any chance to talk with in the real life. I know there are a lot of guys crazy for you and I’m not an exception. I won’t say I’m different from those guys. I know it’s stupid. But I can live with that…haha.
Since you were sick during your first solo concert with the wonder girls in Bangkok, I was there and I was so worried about you. Every time I saw your pale face it’s such a heartbreaking. One part of you were crying inside, I knew it, and so was I.
I truthfully had the happiest time in my life at the concert. I enjoyed it very, very much. I’m sure that everyone who went to the concert would tell you the same thing. But one thing I really can’t get it out of my mind is while I was having so much fun, were you suffering from your illness?
I guess if I asked you about this, you would reply, “It isn’t that bad. Please don’t worry about me. I just want you guys to be happy. Being on the stage and performing for my fans are my happiness, too.”
After the concert, whenever I think of you, I will listen to ‘Il Wol Ji Ga’ (The Sun and The Moon); the song that you performed as your special solo performance for the concert. It’s a very beautiful song…the song that can make me feel better…the song that can give me strength. Because it reminds me of the girl who was singing this song while she was in a very bad condition, but she still tried her best for her fans.
“Thank you so much.” is the word I want to say to you. Even though I know it’s not enough for what you’ve done for me that night.
“I love you so much” is the song that my heart always sings to you. Even though I know you will never hear it.
“I’ll always be your Wonderful, Min Sun Ye.”
To me, Min Seon Ye is….
“The owner of the brightest smile”
“The charming leader”
“The best partner”
“The grateful singer”
“The sincere heartbreaker”
“The serious player”
“The careful sister”
and The (future) best mother”